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| well hey everyone .... here i am, .... at an end of my high school career at Bishop McNamara high school, i sort of took one little last look around today, just to feel a little secure abuot leaving, and i what i realized, is that the only thing i really miss is freshmen year, that was a good year, and if sophomore year had of been like freshmen year, i'd probley still be there with all of you, but thing is, mac's changing, and not for the better, some people there, just care too damn much, about everything, what people think of them, what their wearing, what makes them stand out too look pretty or whatever, what makes them look cool in front of their friends, what means things that can say to or behind someone's back, thing is there, people just ... care too much, mabye that's one of the reasons why alot of people are leaving mac, mabye it's not JUST the school it's self, mabye it has alot to do w/ the people, there are a few things i'd like to say to some people though
Jordan - your a great person, in and out, i've known you since kidnergarten, went to school w/ you since then also, you live life as is and enjoy it as much as possible and do everything you can to turn a bad situation into a better one, i'll miss you so much!
Dominique - well, i'd by lying if i said you were the best friend a person could have, but i love you to death and always will, mostly because i know you have good intentions and you make me laugh, .... stay out of JC PENNY! lol, i'll miss you, and your boobs too, sadly ... they were always the center of my insults for you lol Christine - my man whore, god, i'll miss you so much out of our group, i've known you the longest, since kidnergarten actually, and i'll miss you so much, you always were the peace maker of the group, well until you went a little physco and started drama a coup weeks ago, but i'll let that go!, lol, your going to do great in life, no matter what it is, and i'll always be there to support you!, i'll miss you just as much as dominique!, have fun you 2 w/ out me!!!
Natalie - little red, aka ginger, aka poptart, aka admas apple, god, yes, i am going to miss your crazy ass a shit load, we always find fun in anything that we do, i know you've been going through alot latley, and im ALWAYS here to help you, your a great person natalie, you really are, and you enjoy life, i admire that about you, just, stay yourself, dont change, because your perfect the way you are!
Tyler - dam man, right when you get here, im leaving, but you know your cool as hell, "man o man smirnoff our friend!" lol, keep it real man Janie - ... my hick, i'm going to miss you!, you always made history fun, and i know i could always go to you online for you to cheer me up, i've had so many good memories w/ you, you just enjoy life as it is, you never look down, i wish i could do that, your a good person janie, you really are, and i'll miss you probley one of the most!... Mucho Amo mi amiga!
Kristin - hey, yeah, i'll miss you too, even though your always bitchy to me at school, i know it's the lack of sleep lol, keep up the poetry, it's good, and i'll miss sitting next to you in bio:(, well, good luck with the guy thing;) Carl - aka Elias, haha, man, i hate you, so freaking much, especially since i sit by you in like every class, lol, but i'll miss you, your a good friend, and a good guy and if i dont see you next year, i hope you still work just as hard to get in notre dame
Brandi - best tutor in the world!, what can i say, so many freaking good homeroom memories w/ you chacho and jamie, god i'll them, haha DAR DAR, and mrs. O goin all PMS'y sometimes lol, and my "new language" haha, well, i'll miss you next semester! Chacho - funny as hell, keep it real Kid and do good in espanol! Jamie - haha, i'll miss you in homeroom also, p.s, when you do eventually snap on jordyn, please tell me about it afterwards lol!, have fun!, i'll miss u 2! Hillary - your just too cool for everything, i always have the best convo's w/ you, and i'll never forget you!, mostly because you know your shit and if anyone pisses you off, hell will be paid, lol, i'll miss yah! Josue - stupid mexican, haha, man, your cool, im glad i met you this year, we've become good friends, and hope you have fun at that lame ass school! Melanie - ... well... what else is there to say, i'll miss you ... lol, no, i really will, another kidnergarten friend of mine, have fun in english w/ out me!, loser! And now for the bad ones Jaclyn - stupid bitch, i hope i never have to see your bitch ass EVER again, i know your dumass hid my planner along w/ morgan, and i hope both of you bitches know your fake as hell, i think most people already know that, and if they dont, their as stuck up and as bitchy as you bitches are!, your no better than anyone at mac, and you never will be, you'll always be the same stuck up ugly ass bluemic bitch that you were freshmen year! ... p.s, ... i put the gum on your seat ... BITCH!... (yeah, it was fucking hillarious ) pps, WHITE CHICK! Morgan - lay of the make-up, serisouly ... and by the way, your not fooling anyone with your fake act when your around Jordan and quit sucking up to her, you just make your self look more fake, yes, and i know your bitch ass was jaclyn's accomplice in hiding my planner, i hope i never ever ever have to see your ass along w/ Jaclyn EVER again, p.s, i know your bitch ass thought you were all cool hiding from Kaitlin S at that party i heard about (i didn't hear this from her) but just so you know, i for one, thinks she's one of the nicest people in this world and you dont deserve to be in her presence, it's people like you and Jaclyn who i think if you looked like how you do in the inside, you'd be ugly as hell!, Ross Milton - hate you, x 2, but your not worth putting too much on here Denielle - have fun ripping off more people Mason | | |
| okay yeah, hey people, so dont you hate bogus people?, like the type of people who stop talking to you for absoutley no reason, or the type of people who get all dramatic on you for like no reason at all?, even those people who ignore you when you call their name for god knows what reason, or those type of people who talk shit about you and dont know anything about the shit their talking?, or all these fake friends who act like your friends and then change when your not around?, yeah, those people, well you know what i think about those people?, then can kiss my ass and burn in hell!!! well, im offically going to be registed for kankakee as of Wednesday, December 20th, and might i add that im sooooo excited , like i said, in my last post, some of you at mac, are really truly good fun, nice, great people and i wish you the best lives EVER!, and to the rest of you, bitches, you know your fake, you just hide behind becuase you want people to think your a great person, but really, your not, your just as trashy as the next fake bitch, and i mean that!, you know who you are!, oh and a little secret, everyone else pretty much knows too, but their just too fake themselves to admitt it.
well, so, since mac is as gay as it is, their making us go to school on Thursday, which, is so gay, and so lame, my parents, bless them, are letting me have it off, tehehe (uses british accent) yeah, actually, i know im continually talking about this, but i think it's something that needs to be said, i really, can't stand, (not just mac people, really, it's not just them), but people themselves, just being so, .. not them, it's like ... what are you so afraid of?, what the worst that could happen?, if you like somehting or do something that other people wouldn't consider "cool", so what, they'll call you a loser and you'll get over it, when in the first place, you shouldn't even care, becuase if they lame enough themselves to call you a loser, then really, their the only loser i see, becuase really guys, girls, everyone, life doesn't have time for you to fake your way through it, and when someday, you decide that you do want to be yourself, you wont have much time left, and that's sort of just how life is, since, i acutally miss xanga, and myspace is getting lame, becuase no one really updates, and really the only reason why so many people use it is to see how many friends they can get on it and share more pointless pictures of themselves that no body really wants to see anyway, they just bulletin them to death so someone will leave them a comment, which, sounds a little hypocritical, seeing as too i have pictures, but nope dont care if anyone comments them or not, i just like looking at them there cuz it makes me happy to see me w/ pics of my friends... alright.. addios mi amigos mi escuela es lamo y horrible y aburiddo Mason | | |
| well .. i guess im updating ... becuase a certain someone made me ... haha no names... cough cough (bre) cough cough ... lol
okay .. so .. just for all you bitch's out there, ... who continue to talk and NOT know, for your information, i AM going to kankakee next semester, and i can't FUCKING WAIT!!!!, yay! no more uniform, no more tuition, no more mrs. wirth!, no more ronbitcho!, no more shit loads of homework!, yay, no more pointless dam drama that i dont want ANYTHING to do w/!!!!, ... dont get me wrong, there are a select few of you i will miss, ... um ... Dominique, .. Olivia, Kirstin S, Natalie, Christine, Josue, J.P, Ashlyn, Courtney, Grant, Hillary, ... um ... that's like it, ... a few of you were cool, ... some of my algebraites, my english class was cool, but the rest of you, i hope you rot and burn in hell and im happy as hell i dont have to see you for a whole fucking semester, ... i might be back junior year, .. who knows ... mostly becuase i sooo dont want to have to take antoher year of math and science at k3, so yeah, ... um .. alotta drama in my life has been goin on, family shit you know, so really, im done with any other drama at school, or anywhere else, i realized it's pointless and life is just way to short to get into it, ... and damn'it .. my damn cat spilled coke all over my laptop, so im on my sister's until, christmass .. i hope .. okay, well ... here's my yearly (probley) update lol .. okay .. mucho amo mi amigos!
OB - i think your fake as hell!!!
Jaclyn and Morgan - i hate you bitches and i soooo can't wait until i NEVER have to see you again!
have a great christmass and new year's everyone!, in case i dont update until then ...
SP (Special Shout-out) to bre ... yeah .. that chick is cool, ... so people be nice to her .. yah hear?!?
Mason
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| god ... school .. you've gotta be fucking kidding me ..
Sophomore year is sooo much harder, ... by a long shot!
we got 8 new people this year
Bryton
Darlene
Aaron
Heather
Jose
Ana
Tyler
Mallory
a shit load of people left
this year, ... is well ... so much different, ... alot new friends, .. sorta loseing the old, ... more drama at school, .. work ... home .. life is just .. got giving me any slack ...
fucking hate everything latley
Mason
P.S, ... i finally got a poetry site ... www.xanga.com/Poetically_Pathetic_MDJH
i have alot more to still put on, ... those aren't even my best yet, so if you liked those, .. stick around, .. you're in for a shit load of suprises
Mason | | |
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^long live that shit!
good lord, tomorrow, sophomore orientation ... noooo!!!!!, already, damn man, eh, i'm a bit suprised, 11 people (or more) are leaving this year, damn man, but that's okay, i hated about 90% of them
so .. do any of you know what it's like, to loose your best friend, and why you loose your best friend, is because your best friend doesn't know how to act like your best friend becuase this best friend would rather choose someone who cheats and hits her over you, becuase this best friend, for the very last time, you can honestly say, isn't your best friend anymore ..... ..... ......
welcome new things ... i love change...
and i love picking up again on old things, makes me feel better about my life and the past ... you know who im talkin about when you read this
btw, should mention now, me and bre broke up, AGAIN, for the better ...
work, hate it, love the money, what else can i say?
i have a shit load of poems i wanna share w/ you all
your so beautiful, it hurts to look at you
your so great, it's painful to remember you
you were my everthing
you were my all
you were the best
and i will never forget
your so happy
i hate seeing you sad
your so full of life
it hurts to see you depressed
your so mine
that your not anymore
that's the true pain
it hurts so bad, im forever sore
and now it's over
done with and gone
forever forgotten
correct me if im wrong
it was the best
standed out over the rest
mabye that's why it hurt so bad
mabye that's why it creats tears
only time can heal it
through out the years
you cant help but sit there and stare
blank in the wall
feeling so small
like you are here for nothing
but to get hurt and depressed
like you were her for nothing
like there is no quest
you go on with your life
bold and brave
holding on to some hope
something to save
you scream and shout
only to yourself
to get out of here
to take another route
except where the road ends
or where it even goes
not even you know this
you just have to get up and go
dont stop
never stop
never ... say ... no
know me as who i am
know me as this
i'm not going to change
and be something im not
to be like everyone else
to die inside and rot
i was like you one day
a very long time ago
that part of me had died
and never shall rise
quit pushing
i wont budge
know me as who i am
know me as this
i'm not going to change
and be something im not
im not going to change, ... im just not
there's a shit load more too, i hope you enjoy them, i put my heart and sole into them, and i'll post the rest next post...
life's good, when you live it with the right people
Peace,
Mason
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